Bye diaryland
30 days, group, work, and the gym
New therapist
New treatment team and job hate
job hunting, therapy, and depression
I am back in Utah
Up and down
I HATE LIARS!
I am back-sort of
Fires and Rosewood
Going back to Rosewood, AGAIN
I am feeling a little better.
Not going to Center for Change
I'm leaving for treatment soon
anxiety, work, money
ip, my brothers mission, and work
Update about IP
Going ip and my brothers mission
Going ip and my brothers mission
Long awaited update
Long awaited update
More complaining
I hate myself
I am selfish
I don't deserve to live
What I want
The contract and lies
Writing things out
Too much for me to handle
Things are so bad right now
I hate my life!
ER visit
Missing christmas???
blah
Migraines
ed troubles
Confused
More about TF
I left TF
The 5th anniversary of 9/11
My thoughts are so chaotic
Family reunion
What do I do?
Quitting therapy?
More apartment crap
ed crap and school trouble
Crappy apartment managers again!
New job and ed thoughts
MAY TRIGGER-mentions behaviors and weights
A new job
Going home and family
A new job
I have moved!
I want to give up.
Drama (sorry, it's really, really long)
Finally updating :)
Summary of the past few weeks
setting boundaries and issues w/school
I need to vent!
A difficult week
compromise
**TRIGGER**
Fuck Me!!!
My session today
group, choir, and a gym
Written monday night
My third thing from yesterday
good and bad day.
Computer problems fixed!
Christmas
Emotional
I've been sick
My internet was down!
Thanksgiving break
backdated-written in the car on the way home
I suck!
really long entry-lot's of rambling
illogical thoughts
Finally updating
School worries
I feel weird
Busy week
Overwhelming depression
What's the point?
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residential treatment
Decisions
Caught binging!
Update
I am a failure
I told the truth
The psych. ward!!!
I am a liar
Ultimatum
Weekend with my family
Fuck!
A weird day
Anxiety
Insanity
relapse
So much has happend (very long)
I miss my family
My week
I want to purge
A week from hell
I HATE my manager and effexor withdrawal
A good day
lonely and overwhelmed
My weekend
I am back!
Bye!
I HATE my roommate, Part 2
I HATE my roommate
I told my parents
Getting ready for rosewood
I am scared
The contract and IP
the contract!
The contract
Psychiatrist's appointment tomorrow
My ed and rosewood
My family and Terri Schiavo
A surprise visit
I hate myself!
Labs and medical leave
rosewood, purging, and money
Another boring entry
roommate, food, and school
Money and my roommate
Stressful day
I hate myself
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summer plans
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lot's of rambling
I hate my roommate!
I am feeling a little better
I hate myself
Life sucks!
school, anad, and one year ago
I am stressed
support groups
I am sick of my ed
B, work, and b/ping
B is doing well
B is in the hosp. (cont.)
B is in the hospital
I got a job
Goup and my ED
Group and b/ping
Can't let go of the ED
triggers to much free time
I am sad
floods, group, and my ED
Flooding
I am a failure
I am back at school
Anxiety
Reality and losing weight
Church
B/ping
Christmas and New Year's
Merry Christmas!
Relying on my ED?
I am having fun
Things are okay
Anxiety
I am sad and anxious
Group was triggering
Calories and my major
My roommate, work, and therapy
I am so angry!
I am FAT
I can't wait for the week to be over
I have been in a bad mood
I finally made a decision
Thanksgiving was great.
I am home
I feel better
I quit my job
I don't know what to do
b/ping
USU or rosewood
Just a short update
I voted for Bush! I should be shot!
Blah
Something weird happened
Work and rosewood
Irritated!
I have been ignoring things
I suck!!!
I want the pain to go away
Memories of a year ago
A year ago
TF, ex-roommate, work, and restricting
My weekend
I am going home
I am sick
Alcohol
A pity party
b/ping and work
A good day
Things aren't getting better
I hate my ed
Problems at work
I am a fat cow!!!
Work harder
I am scared of people
Extremes
I feel weird
My annoying roommate, stackers, and laxatives
new roommate and stacker 3
I'm back!
Things are ok
I am happy.
fight w/ roommate
A job and Mary-Kate
Anger
A short update
Boring
emotional abuse???
i am too much
I haven't had internet access
My parents are mean
I hate my roommates
I am sick of my life
I give up
I'm back from Rosewood
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I am still here
I am leaving for Rosewood tommorow
Still planning on going IP
I am so angry
Rosewood Ranch
I am going IP
I am feeling a little better
I am so frusterated
Things aren't getting better
Hospitalization
A realization
I am lonely
I am scared
Sorry it's been so long
I am Fat!

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